doctor phil is silly. he makes me laugh. hahahah.
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schoool is cool.
haha, i feel lame, i`m on my mother`s computer at her school. she teaches 2nd grade. the kid`s are adorable though, so it makes coming here less boring.. there`s always something to do. i can`t access myspace here, but surprisingly i can access this.
later today i have to go my high school to drop off books.. tomorrow i have to go to my new and get my schedule, ah, only a few days away from normal high school.
my past experience with this high school was rocky.. i was always getting teased and had few friends.. i finally called it quits, but now, i don`t give a shit if they tease me again. i`m much stronger now, and they haven`t gotten rid of me yet. ahaha. i`m coming back with avengancee!
my mom won`t stop bothering me, she keeps asking me, "will you go to school?" "will you be okay?" the truth is i don`t know.. i really doon`t.
this classroom makes me want to be a kid again, not like i don`t act like one already.. but i want to be young again.. where looks aren`t the important thing.. it`s mainly how you treat people. i miss how the bad words were like poopy head and meanie. nowadays it`s whore, bitch.. siigh.
well, i must go, my mom needs me for something or another.. back to being the teacher`s slave, haha.
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later today i have to go my high school to drop off books.. tomorrow i have to go to my new and get my schedule, ah, only a few days away from normal high school.
my past experience with this high school was rocky.. i was always getting teased and had few friends.. i finally called it quits, but now, i don`t give a shit if they tease me again. i`m much stronger now, and they haven`t gotten rid of me yet. ahaha. i`m coming back with avengancee!
my mom won`t stop bothering me, she keeps asking me, "will you go to school?" "will you be okay?" the truth is i don`t know.. i really doon`t.
this classroom makes me want to be a kid again, not like i don`t act like one already.. but i want to be young again.. where looks aren`t the important thing.. it`s mainly how you treat people. i miss how the bad words were like poopy head and meanie. nowadays it`s whore, bitch.. siigh.
well, i must go, my mom needs me for something or another.. back to being the teacher`s slave, haha.
<3
spicythe food network, is amazing. you can watch it for hours and not get bored.. how can food ever get boring? haha. it can get annoying though. like rachel ray, she bugs me. "is this dinner impossible?"
anyways, i need something to do.. i can`t make pipe cleaner animals, for we don`t have pipe cleaners.. and i can`t put on a magic show, cause there`s no one here. haahha. i have no life. that`s what you get for going to independent high school. buut i`m leaving that place in a few weeks and going back to normal high school :] people think i`m crazy because i actually WANT to go to school.. but like the saying goes, you never know what you have till it`s gone. haha.
me and my friend angela made a memory box last night :] and made pet rocks to go in it. hahaah. ah i`m such a dork. i`m like a 4 year old in a 16 year olds body.. well, sometimess. i am definately more mature than a lot of 20 year olds. it just depends. i can let myself go and have a fun time wherever, or i can be serious and helpful. i`ve overcome a lot of crap in the past, and instead of sulking over it all, i`ve used it to learn and make myself stronger. especially in the boy department, i used to think i needed a boy to be beautiful and feel happy, but now i`m like screw that, i`m gorgeous and i am happy. of course, i love having boyfriends, i definately WANT them.. because they do add a sense of importance and meaning. but i don`t need them, especially guys who don`t treat me right. i hate seeing friends in those situations.. they are so insecure about themselves that they can`t break up with the guy who is hurting them.. but it does no good trying to force them to break up, they will only grow to resent you. i`ve gone through my share of bad relationships as well. cheaters, abusers, liars.. eh the list goes on. haha. the thing is, don`t blame yourself for the problem.. and depending on what the problem is, like cheating.. some guys really don`t mean to cheat. when they say; it didn`t mean anything, it probably didn`t. the reason i say this is because guy`s were made to spread the seed, make population grow, and when some girl in a tinyy skirt walks by, they automatically think about that... imagine if everytime a guy walked by you had the increasing urge to fuck them? it would be hard to keep that inside for so long. so don`t be so tough on guy`s who do. if it`s a neverending cycle, then well, kick them to the curb, but once, i say is forgivablee.
mm, i feel like a wise old lady, bahah. which i`m not.. i just take the things i`ve gone through, and friends problems, and analyze them.
ahahha, emeril is on tv, he can make me laugh.. they always repeat the word delicious. like oh it`ll be delicious. or this smells delicious. haha. my friend`s make fun of me because i try to imitate them, especially when i`m cooking them something to eat.. hahaha.
it`s so cold outside today, or maybe it`s just inside my house. i can`t feel my fingers reallyy.. i have to double up my sweatshirts.
i wish it would rain soon.. so i can use my cars umbrella :]
i`m a nerd!
now, i`m off to make some cupcakes, and watch the crow <3
anyways, i need something to do.. i can`t make pipe cleaner animals, for we don`t have pipe cleaners.. and i can`t put on a magic show, cause there`s no one here. haahha. i have no life. that`s what you get for going to independent high school. buut i`m leaving that place in a few weeks and going back to normal high school :] people think i`m crazy because i actually WANT to go to school.. but like the saying goes, you never know what you have till it`s gone. haha.
me and my friend angela made a memory box last night :] and made pet rocks to go in it. hahaah. ah i`m such a dork. i`m like a 4 year old in a 16 year olds body.. well, sometimess. i am definately more mature than a lot of 20 year olds. it just depends. i can let myself go and have a fun time wherever, or i can be serious and helpful. i`ve overcome a lot of crap in the past, and instead of sulking over it all, i`ve used it to learn and make myself stronger. especially in the boy department, i used to think i needed a boy to be beautiful and feel happy, but now i`m like screw that, i`m gorgeous and i am happy. of course, i love having boyfriends, i definately WANT them.. because they do add a sense of importance and meaning. but i don`t need them, especially guys who don`t treat me right. i hate seeing friends in those situations.. they are so insecure about themselves that they can`t break up with the guy who is hurting them.. but it does no good trying to force them to break up, they will only grow to resent you. i`ve gone through my share of bad relationships as well. cheaters, abusers, liars.. eh the list goes on. haha. the thing is, don`t blame yourself for the problem.. and depending on what the problem is, like cheating.. some guys really don`t mean to cheat. when they say; it didn`t mean anything, it probably didn`t. the reason i say this is because guy`s were made to spread the seed, make population grow, and when some girl in a tinyy skirt walks by, they automatically think about that... imagine if everytime a guy walked by you had the increasing urge to fuck them? it would be hard to keep that inside for so long. so don`t be so tough on guy`s who do. if it`s a neverending cycle, then well, kick them to the curb, but once, i say is forgivablee.
mm, i feel like a wise old lady, bahah. which i`m not.. i just take the things i`ve gone through, and friends problems, and analyze them.
ahahha, emeril is on tv, he can make me laugh.. they always repeat the word delicious. like oh it`ll be delicious. or this smells delicious. haha. my friend`s make fun of me because i try to imitate them, especially when i`m cooking them something to eat.. hahaha.
it`s so cold outside today, or maybe it`s just inside my house. i can`t feel my fingers reallyy.. i have to double up my sweatshirts.
i wish it would rain soon.. so i can use my cars umbrella :]
i`m a nerd!
now, i`m off to make some cupcakes, and watch the crow <3
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